天可莲见
根据情景, 可有几种译法:I don't want to be like this.This is not what I'd like to be.This is not what I hoped/anticipated.I don't want things to be like this.

洋葱吵大肠
I dont mean thisI dont mean to do thisIt wasnt my intentionI dont suppose to be like this.我喜欢说It wasnt my style,but...就可以顺利转折了